I hereby try to make an inspirational comeback into blogging !! well, really am sick of making such vocalizations. Am a habitual defaulter, (ain’t I ?) i keep abstaining from posting here, quite against my resolve to write regularly. Getting my Grey cells to work, has become an exacting task these days. It implies either that i have lost my creative instincts or that am so much sapped into the listlessness that my brain cells have ceased to function (rusted probably !!). As i begin to write this, by summoning all my concentration, my thoughts run riot and ultimately fall into nullity…… I have a vague premonition that, i would be singing off far before completing this piece !!
As an earnest measure to combat boredom, i enrolled mysself in the German classes, but now over two months into learning German, its turning out to be another humdrum….even if am to assume that its the most interesting ‘5 hrs’ of a largely event less day !! During one of those cogitations ( over absoulete nothingness !!), i stumbled upon a startling fact..that boredom is ubiquitous !! At least from my perspective, restricted to my sphere of being !! i came to an understanding that, when we get engulfed into the monotony of life , we fail to see “IT” (boredom) even when it nonchalantly envelopes us. Am afraid that am demoniacal these days, i keep exorcising the satanic manifestation of the self ! This very manifestation prevents me from doing anything prrrooooodductiveeeeee….wait…..wait….wats happening….nope…no… not now…!! half way through , the villainous thoughts creep in and am forced to abandon this abruptly…..
hope to see you sooooooooon………………
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